Day 16 to 0 – Another Fresh Start

I messed up again.  I made it further than I ever have before, but I failed.  Atleast that’s how I feel about it.  No matter the amount of literature I read, or uplifting stories I find with each saying how I shouldn’t beat myself up and I should look toward the future with open eyes … Read moreDay 16 to 0 – Another Fresh Start

Vacation Drinking (or Not) and my Enabler

So I finally broke down and asked my husband not to offer me or ask me if I wanted a glass of wine with lunch after his round of golf with his parents.  It was a lovely day all around.  I got up slightly early with jet lag being 3 hours behind and took a … Read moreVacation Drinking (or Not) and my Enabler

I’m Back…..

Well – it’s been a long time for me.  I’m beginning my adventure again, not feeling overly happy or proud of myself right now.  I’m leaving for vacation on Friday and I’m not looking forward to it.  Hopefully writing will give me an alternate escape to the messy life I’ve created.  Not even wishing myself … Read moreI’m Back…..