In this post I’m going to work to the best of my ability to work through the “Why” of my failure. I’m nervous since I know this won’t be pretty and will actually be messy for me. The pain of the wounds I know I’m about to open and face make my stomach turn and … Read moreWhy?
So I finally broke down and asked my husband not to offer me or ask me if I wanted a glass of wine with lunch after his round of golf with his parents. It was a lovely day all around. I got up slightly early with jet lag being 3 hours behind and took a … Read moreVacation Drinking (or Not) and my Enabler
I drove home frustrated, depressed, disappointed, exasperated and only slightly angry today. I went straight home from work and knew I had a lot of house cleaning to do in preparation for our vacation, but I could not get out of my funk. House chores sober? That’s a new concept. But no matter how hard … Read moreSober Funk?
Well – it’s been a long time for me. I’m beginning my adventure again, not feeling overly happy or proud of myself right now. I’m leaving for vacation on Friday and I’m not looking forward to it. Hopefully writing will give me an alternate escape to the messy life I’ve created. Not even wishing myself … Read moreI’m Back…..