Why?

In this post I’m going to work to the best of my ability to work through the “Why” of my failure. I’m nervous since I know this won’t be pretty and will actually be messy for me. The pain of the wounds I know I’m about to open and face make my stomach turn and … Read moreWhy?

Vacation Drinking (or Not) and my Enabler

So I finally broke down and asked my husband not to offer me or ask me if I wanted a glass of wine with lunch after his round of golf with his parents.  It was a lovely day all around.  I got up slightly early with jet lag being 3 hours behind and took a … Read moreVacation Drinking (or Not) and my Enabler

Sober Funk?

I drove home frustrated, depressed, disappointed, exasperated and only slightly angry today.  I went straight home from work and knew I had a lot of house cleaning to do in preparation for our vacation, but I could not get out of my funk.  House chores sober?  That’s a new concept.  But no matter how hard … Read moreSober Funk?