Another new day and it’s back to basics time for me. Trying to remind myself that I’m not a bad person and that this is going to be hard. At times it seems almost too hard. Too hard to want to type a post because I have to face inner demons. But I’m forcing … Read moreBack to Basics
In this post I’m going to work to the best of my ability to work through the “Why” of my failure. I’m nervous since I know this won’t be pretty and will actually be messy for me. The pain of the wounds I know I’m about to open and face make my stomach turn and … Read moreWhy?
So I finally broke down and asked my husband not to offer me or ask me if I wanted a glass of wine with lunch after his round of golf with his parents. It was a lovely day all around. I got up slightly early with jet lag being 3 hours behind and took a … Read moreVacation Drinking (or Not) and my Enabler
I drove home frustrated, depressed, disappointed, exasperated and only slightly angry today. I went straight home from work and knew I had a lot of house cleaning to do in preparation for our vacation, but I could not get out of my funk. House chores sober? That’s a new concept. But no matter how hard … Read moreSober Funk?