Another new day and it’s back to basics time for me. Trying to remind myself that I’m not a bad person and that this is going to be hard. At times it seems almost too hard. Too hard to want to type a post because I have to face inner demons. But I’m forcing … Read moreBack to Basics
In this post I’m going to work to the best of my ability to work through the “Why” of my failure. I’m nervous since I know this won’t be pretty and will actually be messy for me. The pain of the wounds I know I’m about to open and face make my stomach turn and … Read moreWhy?
I drove home frustrated, depressed, disappointed, exasperated and only slightly angry today. I went straight home from work and knew I had a lot of house cleaning to do in preparation for our vacation, but I could not get out of my funk. House chores sober? That’s a new concept. But no matter how hard … Read moreSober Funk?
Well – it’s been a long time for me. I’m beginning my adventure again, not feeling overly happy or proud of myself right now. I’m leaving for vacation on Friday and I’m not looking forward to it. Hopefully writing will give me an alternate escape to the messy life I’ve created. Not even wishing myself … Read moreI’m Back…..