Sober Funk?

I drove home frustrated, depressed, disappointed, exasperated and only slightly angry today.  I went straight home from work and knew I had a lot of house cleaning to do in preparation for our vacation, but I could not get out of my funk.  House chores sober?  That’s a new concept.  But no matter how hard … Read moreSober Funk?

I’m Back…..

Well – it’s been a long time for me.  I’m beginning my adventure again, not feeling overly happy or proud of myself right now.  I’m leaving for vacation on Friday and I’m not looking forward to it.  Hopefully writing will give me an alternate escape to the messy life I’ve created.  Not even wishing myself … Read moreI’m Back…..

Just Breathe – Day 9

Today marks the start of Day 9 for me and all I can tell myself is just to breathe.  Going to bed last night was rough, I was tired, emotionally, mentally and physically.  I dozed on the couch until 9:20 is and then relented and went to bed.  Only to have my husband come upstairs … Read moreJust Breathe – Day 9

Dear Coffee – please clear the sober fog….

Not going to lie – today was a rough morning waking up. Heavy eyes, foggy brain and no desire to drag myself out of bed to start my day.  I will admit that I do love my coffee but the past few days have been the first that I’ve actually looked forward to it.  I … Read moreDear Coffee – please clear the sober fog….